My holiness shines bright and clear today.

11-12-2026

I am light.

“And I will ask for only joyous things the instant I accept my holiness. For what would be the use of pain to me …?” [CE W-285.1:3-4]

If I am light, what use is pain to me?

Being identified with light, my awareness must be placed at the level of spirit. Here I am Whole, connected to All, knowing the truth of what I desire to know. There is no body. My relatives are me and me them. (Threads woven together into one tapestry. See L284 notes.)

When my awareness steps back into separation, living in a body, then thoughts go back to playing the game of protecting the body and competing with others so I can feel good about myself. I strive for success even if that looks like hurting more than others to think myself better.

Where am I choosing to identify right now?   

10-13-2024

“And I will ask for only joyous things the instant I accept my holiness.”

This is an interesting line to contemplate. Is it saying that my belief in myself as something less has me asking for my experiences to not be joyful?

In this world that I see as limited, I create a limited me.

There is a place/time/Tricia in which I accept my true Self, holy, as I was created, and here I can only offer the best to myself. I don’t think it is about knowing that I deserve the best but that in limitlessness there is unlimited beauty and joy available, so why not explore this place for several eons? I like it!

10-12-2023 (late night)

“Today I wake with joy.”

I try to go to sleep this night, but joy is still flowing strongly not letting me rest. I wonder if grief will come from Mom’s passing or if this joy and gratitude will remain.

I only see reasons to remain in joy.

I feel you Mom, and life (mine and that on the other side) feels good. Joy is my proof. It lives within me and when I rejoin God’s way, the waters of joy are released and flow.

10-12-2022

“Today I wake with joy.”

I expect the happy things from God. What use is pain to me? I am the holy child of God.

Everything I read and watch tells me we are ascending, raising our consciousness. This includes the Earth/Gaia. Some messages say Gaia will release energies (karma) that will bring (local) catastrophes.

We are told ‘don’t fear’, yet these possibilities are fearful. Is it enough to push the fear aside and say, “I am a lightworker”?

My recent treatments in energy medicine show me that my body holds things I am not conscious of.

I must come from my heart … to be the light. Don’t just think, say, or act the lightworker.

I am light. I am the holy child of God.

This lesson is telling me that the spark of Source is me, nothing more. The spark in me is joy, Love, and a part of God. There is no choice, it just is.

And … this is true of me and everyone!