“No one who truly seeks the peace of God can fail to find it.” ~ ACIM Workbook p-1, lesson 185
I am seeking Lord!
This morning I am working on pulling myself up.  I’ve noticed the last few mornings, upon waking, it has taken some effort to come into appreciation for the new day.  And, as I send forth my affirmations of gratitude I’m not quite feeling it in my heart.
What is going on?
Perhaps, I think, it is more dis-connection from family and friends.  Many people are vacationing now so routines and regular connections are broken. On Friday at work I felt lonely.  Since ‘waking up’ spiritually I have often wondered if I would ever feel lonely again.  I did.  I didn’t let it sink in – I just watched it.
I was more curious about the feeling then disturbed by it.  Now that I am pondering it, and run it through the LOA filter, I realize the discomfort comes from being out of alignment.  The mind says “I’m on my own” but the heart says “no, no, no, you’re always connected”.  That’s where the discomfort comes from, the vibrational discord.
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This Sunday morning, instead of waking up all eager to be absorbed in the Grace of the day, and be awed by the gifts of the Divine, I felt the burden of obligation to write this blog.
Silly me.  Why do I continually forget that the writing is Grace?
It is God’s gift to me. It is through this creative act that I am once again connected into the flow of All That Is.  I feel it now washing over me.  Blessings of all kinds are mine.
I am happy to share them Lord!
A lovely day ahead awaits me.  Enter my heart Lord so I am the courier of you Grace to those I will meet with today.
Thank you for the connections. Let me appreciate them while I am present with my dear ones but also let me remember the connection never breaks.
All is well!
“You are joy, looking for a way to express. It’s not just that your purpose is joy, it is that you are joy. You are love and joy and freedom and clarity expressing. Energy—frolicking and eager—that’s who you are.” Abraham-Hicks