\u201cFor as much as the ego wants to retain guilt, you find it intolerable, for guild stand in the way of your remembering God, Whose pull is so strong that you cannot resist it.\u201d<\/em> (1.3)<\/p>\n\n\n\n The ego is in my psyche like a bureaucratic authority who can only seem to inflict rules upon me. I am not meant to have my own thoughts and opinions, but I do as the pull of Love is strong. If I don\u2019t follow the laws, then I will be punished.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I feel guilty for my true Self\u2019s impulses of loving-kindness over following rules. And I pretend to fit into the \u2018norm\u2019s of the ego so I feel guilty for that. I\u2019m not being true to my Self and also not following \u2018the rules\u2019.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" T-13-II Looking Upon the Guilty Secret. 6-16-2025 \u201cFor as much as the ego wants to retain guilt, you find it intolerable, for guild stand in the way of your remembering God, Whose pull is so strong that you cannot resist … Continue reading