\u201cYou cannot love what you do not appreciate \u2026 Whenever you are afraid of what you are, you do not appreciate it and will therefore reject it.\u201d<\/em> (1.4-5)<\/p>\n\n\n\n This morning, while in contemplation, I said, \u2018I am loving\u2019. This felt like a significant realization, something I have not said of myself before. If I have not believed this of myself, have I been projecting something onto others?<\/p>\n\n\n\n If I have not believed myself as loving than I might be fearful, able to hurt someone through attack or, my tool of choice, indifference. So, if I have subconsciously believed myself as hurtful, is this the cause of fear of others, that they will hurt me in return? [Yes!] Is this my fear of intimacy? [Yes, and more.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n I am loving. I know how to be loving I am recognizing that I am not trustworthy in my lovability as I see in myself my ability to shut-off and turn-away. So, do I project on others that they are not trustworthy with loving me? [Yes.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n When I am present in my divine center, I think that I am constant in being loving and trustworthy. There does seem to be an appeal to go off into my mind to disassociate with others, like loving is hard work and I deserve a break. I think these are feelings of the past, of \u2018loving\u2019 as I was \u2018supposed to\u2019, therefore acting in the loving relationship roles I played, doing it by myself, separated from God. That was not the love as I understand it today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Love, that created me, is what I am, in every moment if I choose to open to It\u2019s presence, here, now, always.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" T-6.II Projection and Separation. 4-6-2025 \u201cYou cannot love what you do not appreciate \u2026 Whenever you are afraid of what you are, you do not appreciate it and will therefore reject it.\u201d (1.4-5) This morning, while in contemplation, I said, … Continue reading