I tried to form a question for HS about why I hold grievances. I got the sense that I am doing OK so I felt gratitude. I just sent an email off to a friend \u2014 an idea to help her came to me in meditation. This gave me the thought that perhaps it is common that we humans need quiet contemplation to hear our guidance. I thought of Bishop Desmond Tutu as well as Jesus taking time away from their ministries. I asked HS if it is common to struggle with hearing guidance when interacting with others. Yes was the answer. This tells me that asking for time-out, a pause, is a good tool for me to take on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am thinking of my connection to the greater ME, the collective consciousness (Christ) that has been sent down into this world as a little finger of individualization. Salvation is my acknowledgement of the flow of love-light-truth from the true ME. There is no work to do, just be in the sunshine of OUR Love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
69] My grievances hide the light of the world in me.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n 70] My salvation comes from me.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n It\u2019s all within me and, as such, is my choice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201c\u2026 light and vision must be joined to see.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n I choose to lay down grievances so I may see with the eyes of Love. I will find salvation in the expansion of my heart. The light and beauty of the loving world I see will inspire my blossoming.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cTo see, I must lay grievances aside. I want to see, and this will be the means by which I succeed.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cIt is in me because its Source is there.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n I\u2019m trying to skip this lesson. The word \u2018grievances\u2019 is bringing up resistance in me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cLet me not use this as a block to my sight.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Why? Is a grievance a sign of imperfection? Why, this morning, am I feeling like I need to defend perfection?<\/p>\n\n\n\n It seems to me that my looking for perfection and then judging everything against this (as I perceive it) are major grievances within me that I lay over this world. I have grievances about grievances happening within! \ud83d\ude0a<\/p>\n\n\n\n The trees that I see I call perfect and feel peace flow through my insides.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cMy grievances hide the light of the world in me.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Trees are perfect because I appreciate them as beauty of God\u2019s creation. But if I don\u2019t see the beauty in other things then I judge and create grievances.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Who am I to judge?<\/p>\n\n\n\n I am light, love, truth, Christ when I am open to the flow of these things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My judgement and grievances stop the flow. I form an opinion, label, classify, try to control the flow by thinking I will be safe from the unknown as I pretend that \u2018I know\u2019. I want more than this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I want to flow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Great Love, help me to stop blocking!<\/p>\n\n\n\n In the lesson 69 review, I just went outside myself to ask for help. Am I right or wrong?<\/p>\n\n\n\n We are told \u2018ask and you shall receive\u2019 and yet salvation comes from within me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Great Love that is within me, please help me to not block\/control what I experience but allow me to accept the experiences.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Review of lessons 69 & 70. 3-26-2026 69] My grievances hide the light of the world in me. I tried to form a question for HS about why I hold grievances. I got the sense that I am doing OK … Continue reading 3-26-2023<\/h1>\n\n\n\n
[69] My grievances hide the light of the world in me.<\/h1>\n\n\n\n
[70] My salvation comes from me.<\/h1>\n\n\n\n
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69-My grievances hide the light of the world in me.<\/h1>\n\n\n\n
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70-My salvation comes from me.<\/h1>\n\n\n\n