\u201cI give this day to Him, for I would not delay my coming home.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n I give this day to You. Use me! Fear has gone and I am at peace with where you might lead me. Love will be with me as Love is in me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Love is what I am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I am light!<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cGive us what You would have received by us. You know all our desires and our wants.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n There are a couple of family things this week that have me worried so have manifested as pain in my jaw and head, once again. I notice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Why do I still not trust You, Lord? Why do I not trust all the people involved who only want to do their best, who really care and can help in a way that I can\u2019t?<\/p>\n\n\n\n I\u2019m the third-party observer. I could be cheering others onto their best successes instead of falling back into fear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Help HS! I continue in foolishness, trying to lead my life alone \u2026 as well as the lives of family members.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I am blessed in Your peace Lord. And so is everyone else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cI give this day to God.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n I do, but I am not comfortable with this. I agreed because it is a quiet day \u2013 God won\u2019t get in the way of any major plans I have. This shows me I still don\u2019t trust God. Or my need to control is greater than my want to be present with God. Truth!<\/p>\n\n\n\n I like to have \u2018a plan\u2019. In my mind I like to be able to name a few \u2018to do\u2019 things just so I feel I\u2019m somebody. I need an impressive list in case someone asks what I do: I write, I garden \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sitting on the couch, cleaning my house, relaxing, reading a book, are all embarrassing responses for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Such an important question in our culture. I just had a laugh because when I was asked this question back when I was working, I was so pleased to say, \u2018highway engineer\u2019. Ironic, as the other person never seemed impressed or wanted more information. It was a disappointment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I give this day to God.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Maybe I don\u2019t really know what others will find interest in. I want to feel special. Others want to talk about what relates to themselves. God knows better than me. I have an agenda. God has a better one, MBO!<\/p>\n\n\n\n I give this day to God. _\/\\_<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" This day is God\u2019s. It is my gift to Him. 8-30-2024 \u201cI give this day to Him, for I would not delay my coming home.\u201d I give this day to You. Use me! Fear has gone and I am at … Continue reading 8-30-2023<\/h1>\n\n\n\n
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