\u201c\u2026 nothing that I thought apart from You exists.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n (This is me with words of welcome, waiting for His step toward me as offered in the Part II Introduction.)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Welcome. What should I know today?<\/p>\n\n\n\n [Speak.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n I have an experience on my mind related to this lesson. It is distracting me but still I enter into this conversation as that is my plan for my morning reflections. I am wobbling. Do I go ahead with this time in conversation, or do I write a reflection on the ideas forming in my mind?<\/p>\n\n\n\n [It\u2019s all the same \u2013 ways for you to learn and grow. Go easy; follow inspiration; write; share; be happy not confused and rigid from stepping from the flow of inspiration.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n [Begin again.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n As I read the lesson, I thought of some words said in a YouTube video that I watched last evening. The video was on Dr. Joe Dispenza\u2019s channel and was a healing testimonial by Zachary. He was a 21-year-old depressed man. He had followed Dr. Joe\u2019s meditation protocol for a time and slowly raised himself up out of depression. He then told of having high energy waves going through his body. Using Dr. Joe\u2019s descriptive words, Zachary said that he recognized that these waves were due to the social programs being removed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I see this relates to the lesson as in the prayer we recognize that the illusions we laid upon ourselves did not alter our True Selves \u2013 Us as God created Us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201c\u2026 I am free because I was mistaken, and did not affect my own reality at all by my illusions.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n I am feeling grateful and blessed by the realization that the True me is here, now, perfect, as God created me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cI am free. For I am still as God created me.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n [ ] denotes message from HS.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAnd I am free because I was mistaken, and did not affect my own reality at all by my illusions.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n With my heart recently opened, it is confusing to understand why it was closed. I see my mind making up excuses as to why I ignored the people in my life. I am strong enough now, through God\u2019s Love, to stop the excuses. The only response I find reasonable to offer in apology is, \u2018I was mistaken\u2019 (along with \u2018I\u2019m sorry, please forgive me).<\/p>\n\n\n\n I am in need of forgiveness, Lord. I too hurt, but hid in a place of \u2018I\u2019m OK\u2019. Please bring forgiveness onto me this holy instant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I am free. I am Loved. I give Love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cI am free.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n My life is good and quiet. There are two household related things that have stressed me over the weekend. The lesson today has brought forward that I create the illusions that block the Love of Home\/Source from being my felt reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Richard Rohr\u2019s email today set the stage for this opening by describing suffering as \u2018any form of limitation\u2019, a loss of our control of expectations.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" This is my Holy Instant of release. 8-15-2024 \u201c\u2026 nothing that I thought apart from You exists.\u201d (This is me with words of welcome, waiting for His step toward me as offered in the Part II Introduction.) Welcome. What should … Continue reading 8-15-2023<\/h1>\n\n\n\n
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