{"id":1773,"date":"2018-04-08T21:06:32","date_gmt":"2018-04-08T21:06:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/batesonline.org\/triciablog\/?p=1773"},"modified":"2019-08-25T21:41:44","modified_gmt":"2019-08-25T21:41:44","slug":"sunday-4-8-18-conversation-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/triciabatessmith.com:443\/index.php\/2018\/04\/08\/sunday-4-8-18-conversation-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Sunday 4-8-18 – Conversation 3 – Questions"},"content":{"rendered":"

Happy Sunday!<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nHere is my Sunday morning conversation!<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\n\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nHello. I\u2019m here.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nGood morning.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nHappy Sunday! (Said in unison.)<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nWhere am I going? What am I doing?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nWhat do you actually want to know?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nAm I ok?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nOf course.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nWhy the doubts today?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nEnergy \u2026 expectations.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nWhy do I doubt? Yesterday felt so good with many confirmations of changes occurring in the world as well as my own experiential evidence of moving up in energy. I know I have changed, made it past another milestone, and yet today feels like a struggle to have this conversation happen.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nI am always here.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nIs it not beneficial for me, and for sharing with others, to try to make Sunday sacred by having this as my new ritual?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nIt is good.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nSo why not easy?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYou are feeling divided like this time is taking you away from others. Is there something more important right now?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nNo. I think everyone is fine. I still can\u2019t help feeling like someone is waiting on me for something \u2026 emails to send or conversations to have.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYou are having one now.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYes! Lol<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nSo let\u2019s get on with it!<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nI don\u2019t feel I am doing things right. I\u2019m still not talking to others about the change.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYou can\u2019t force it. Be ready when opportunity arises. <\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nBut, others are online talking about it, sharing info, helping others who are feeling the effects of the energy changes.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYou are choosing to go to them for your information (as in it is my personal choice to seek out info). Also, you don\u2019t know if they have to hold back (their information) from their own family.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nI am concerned for others. <\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nThey have their own guides. You\u2019re being trained (as an example of the teaching happening as well as being prepared to help when needed). They will get the help they need.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nI seems \u2018The Event\u2019 is not going to be an energy in-flow that hits everyone at the same time but more each person in their own time.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nCorrect.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nWhat is my role? (I knew to look up on my bulletin board over my desk. A post-it says, default purpose \u2013 \u2018to grow and to give\u2019.)\u00a0 Perhaps this is the issue. I recognize all the growing. I find \u2018my people\u2019 on YouTube and in channelings from the Ascended Masters and can identify with everything that is being said about our state of ascending. I just don\u2019t see any giving happening on my part.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\n(In a dream this week I was given some guidance on giving to an organization. I got a push to get up for a short while to take care of this.)<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nDid it.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nIt\u2019s on its way. Thank you.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nWhy does it feel like embarrassment to me to give, to involve myself unexpectedly with others? I feel like I need an invite to participate \u2013 even when it is in the form of giving.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nPast hurts, past shame. Those things you put on yourself because of embarrassment, misunderstandings. No one did that to you but yourself.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nI gave and was rejected \u2013 then burdened myself with shame.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYes. Do you really think the other person held onto the energy of that moment?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nI also feel like extending myself to help others, either personally or (impersonally) just by sending donations to a new charity will form a connection that will become burdensome.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nSo which is it, to give or not? Your choice.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nAm I not supposed to give?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nIt is a choice. Everything is your choice.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\n(Honestly) I want my striving, seeking, learning, growth, example of being, to be a gift to all. I don\u2019t want to be down in the trenches feeding the poor and healing the sick. I am not centered when I am around others. I get frustrated when others don\u2019t understand my (input given from a) higher \u00a0perspective and (frustrated with myself) when I drop down (in energy) I am back in my ego judging and being competitive.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYou\u2019re not ready yet.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nDo I get a reprieve?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nKeep learning. Keep growing. Yes, being an example is a benefit to all. Staying centered (is very important as it) benefits all by aiding the collective consciousness.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nWhat about the energy healing path I am moving forward with learning?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nA good tool to have. And, if it benefits you it benefits all.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nSo I can be at ease.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nIt should be easy.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nWill there be a jubilee?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYes but it maybe personal within yourself.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nI feel sad that we won\u2019t all get there together. <\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nThe angels rejoice for you all each day. I cannot tell you that it will happen for everyone. Everyone makes their own choice.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nAll return to Source?<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nYes, at some point. Be the change you want to see in the world. Rejoice! Be jubilant! Rise up!<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nI want them to know my journey so they can know they too can do it.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nKeep writing.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\n\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\nShe\/Lord. Make me an instrument of your peace.<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\n\"\"
\n\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/em>
\n\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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