\nIn the meditation I imagined myself going up the tendril to the center to the neuron cell. Nothing much happened.
\nI asked \u201cIs this the Self?\u201d
\nStill nothing happened. I knew I didn\u2019t want to force the experience or have it be orchestrated by my personal self. I relaxed to allow things to just happen.
\nOnce I relaxed I felt a flow take up a tendril where I joined a bigger flow. I thought of the branches of a tree, branched joining leading to the main trunk. When I reached the trunk I headed upward and out through the canopy as a water vapor molecule.
\nThe Sun shone on me and I evaporated into something more elemental. I floated outside the atmosphere and expanded outward for a moment but found myself returning to the Sun. I went in.
\nOnce inside I felt tickled all over like a child being played with and teased by the parent. I felt happy and at home but I knew I needed to return to the Earth. He gave me a big kiss on the cheek and started to move me out on the solar wind.
\nI said, \u201cWait! I don\u2019t want to go back to the suffering.\u201d
\nHe said to me that it was the time of the Golden Age – things would be better.
\nI started to move out again but thought of another question so I stopped. I bowed and asked, \u201cWhat is my purpose?\u201d
\nHe laughed at my bowing.
\nHe said my purpose was the same as his. \u201cTo shine the light!\u201d
\nI understood so much: Shine \u2026 unconditional love. (Like the Sun loves the Earth.)
\nAnd \u2026 I knew I would always remember as he is in the sky as my example and friend.
\nDearest Logos<\/span>
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