T-21-VII The Last Unanswered Question.
9-17-2025
“Do I want to see the real world for the simple reason that it’s the truth?” (6, Footnote 3B)
I found it easy to say ‘yes’ to the last question once I saw it clarified in the footnote. I want to live in the truth and welcome it’s constancy.
I’m thinking of the ‘little girl’ me who showed up on Day 258. Does the desire for innocent play push away the desire for constancy? For Truth?
The idea of ‘little white lies’ comes to mind which feels like a part of me still wants to push the envelope on values (while doing no harm) so as to experience contrast while living a human life.
Am I arguing against the Course? Not my intention – I’m just jotting down thoughts and feelings. And, considering my revelatory (peak) experience where I knew this all a game.