This day is God’s. It is my gift to Him.
8-30-2024
“I give this day to Him, for I would not delay my coming home.”
I give this day to You. Use me! Fear has gone and I am at peace with where you might lead me. Love will be with me as Love is in me.
Love is what I am.
I am light!
8-30-2023
“Give us what You would have received by us. You know all our desires and our wants.”
There are a couple of family things this week that have me worried so have manifested as pain in my jaw and head, once again. I notice.
Why do I still not trust You, Lord? Why do I not trust all the people involved who only want to do their best, who really care and can help in a way that I can’t?
I’m the third-party observer. I could be cheering others onto their best successes instead of falling back into fear.
Help HS! I continue in foolishness, trying to lead my life alone … as well as the lives of family members.
I am blessed in Your peace Lord. And so is everyone else.
8-30-2022
“I give this day to God.”
I do, but I am not comfortable with this. I agreed because it is a quiet day – God won’t get in the way of any major plans I have. This shows me I still don’t trust God. Or my need to control is greater than my want to be present with God. Truth!
Why do I need to be in control?
I like to have ‘a plan’. In my mind I like to be able to name a few ‘to do’ things just so I feel I’m somebody. I need an impressive list in case someone asks what I do: I write, I garden …
Sitting on the couch, cleaning my house, relaxing, reading a book, are all embarrassing responses for me.
What do you do?
Such an important question in our culture. I just had a laugh because when I was asked this question back when I was working, I was so pleased to say, ‘highway engineer’. Ironic, as the other person never seemed impressed or wanted more information. It was a disappointment.
I give this day to God.
Maybe I don’t really know what others will find interest in. I want to feel special. Others want to talk about what relates to themselves. God knows better than me. I have an agenda. God has a better one, MBO!
I give this day to God. _/\_