There is a peace that Christ bestows on us.

11-1-2023

“… a peace so deep and quiet, undisturbable and wholly changeless.”

I find that every time we work on a home project, I get aggravated which shuts down my conscious mind and my heart. I get mean and so detached that I can’t see it until the next day.  Self-righteous, justified, where is this coming from? I would call it nonsense except that I am mean to loved ones.

What is this part of me that so thoroughly covers over the gifts God has bestowed on me? Fear? Control? Ego, what do you think I need protecting from?

I have reflecting to do and apologies to give. Reflecting to remove the clouds and let my gifts shine.

_/\_ Help is appreciated.

11-1-2022

(My CAC morning reflection provided a quote by Thich Nhat Hahn. Here is a human who was an example of what this lesson teaches … so peaceful. And he taught how to see with Christ vision!)

Yesterday I went for a walk after doing my lesson work. As I approached the sea, I used my new mantra to remind myself of the new me with new perceptions. (I am worthy of cuddles.) Then my mind brought up something else. I said, “Christ has risen.” (I was referring to internally.)

In my heart I felt it; my mind felt Tricia take a step back.

There’s been a lot of work to love and accept Tricia so this was unexpected. I took the time to feel Tricia in the background and Christ in the lead in my heart. I was OK with it.